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[Aug. 17th, 2008|03:36 am] |
tired
intoxicated (kind of)
lonely
pleased
sad
confused
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[May. 24th, 2008|11:04 pm] |
wow, today was crazy.
Played paintball for a few hours, but was pretty happy to avoid getting hit in the groin. Those paintballs have a lot of potential to leave welts. Had lunch at B-Dubs, then came back here for shenanigans and tomfoolery. David and his buddies get kinda loud sometimes, so I had to keep shushing them outside in the evening. And I really think I shouldn't have had that Tattoo and Dr. Pepper... not feeling that great right now. Probably about time for bed.
I don't know what it is, but when everyone heads out after a night of good times and drinking, I feel really lonely. Well, I kind of know what it is, but it seems stupid and like I shouldn't get so down. Meh. |
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[May. 7th, 2008|11:01 pm] |
And so the weekends of May begin. Ok, so they've already begun, but the ones where I have plans involving getting outside.
Am excited. |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|02:17 am] |
Iron Man. Good movie.
And the Lesbians are trying to reclaim their name without people thinking they're gay.
My mind's been all over the place lately, and yet not really. It kind of keeps returning to some of the same thoughts or trains of thought. Kind of annoying sometimes when I just have that and the radio while I'm driving around all day. Although sometimes I talk to my car. Like, as though I'm conversing with her.
I really want to go camping.
And I like the fact that there's lightning tonight. I kinda want to go sit outside, but not really. I want to have a big thunderstorm and someone to sit in the living room to watch it with. I don't really want it to rain when I'm camping for my birthday, though. (knock on wood)
Right, I was gonna look up where that came from... |
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[Apr. 21st, 2008|09:41 am] |
Dreams!
Running around in an abandoned Minneapolis with my brother and parents, trying to get off the streets to avoid the police or military or something... all buildings locked, so we had to climb skyscrapers and swing from cables and jump across streets to get to a hotel to spend the remainder of the night. Were in some sort of underground parking lot with ramps on elevator-like platforms to increase storage space without having a billion ramps.
Was with a couple friends, at some shooting range thing, had to climb walls and creep along the top edge and shoot some bad guys... my friends were pissed at my accuracy and speed. The end of the course involved climbing some vine-covered wall, pulling apart a bunch of vines/leaves/stuff at the top to be the first to hit a buzzer... I thought it was funny that I wound up in second because I didn't know what I was supposed to do and it was fun.
Was driving like a madman through some woods to try to catch someone else's truck. Wound up on an airplane with some people. Airplane was huge with a forest-like area inside and a catwalk going around that region... turns out it was Ainsley's room? Someone (I think Ron) pulled some jackass move and made her sad/angry so she shut herself in the room, we were trying to figure out what to tell her to cheer her up, Berta told me that if I wasn't such a jackass and hadn't pulled the kind of crap that I had, I should go up there to give her a hug. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|11:51 am] |
Drinking and hanging out with friends and grilling is quite fun. I want to do it again, soon. I also want to have at least a mini-LAN party again, soon. And I want to go camping soon. Want want want.
I'm trying to plan out David's bachelor party, but apparently Brian's is being plotted for the same day. I thought I was procrastinating the planning for mine, but I haven't heard anything about his yet... so perhaps I'm not on the invite list. Which is fine and good, but I'd like to know if he's going to be able to make it to any of David's. Grr. And he didn't give me the number for his best man, so I can't even call him to ask what the plan is. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2008|04:50 pm] |
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I have a bad feeling about this... |
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[Mar. 21st, 2008|01:45 am] |
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here. |
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[Mar. 1st, 2008|12:48 am] |
Feeling a bit lonely tonight. Finishing off taping my room, probably gonna start on the priming of the walls and trim... Ryan's out of town for the weekend, and because of somethign and something, I don't know what. I honestly started typing this, then got distracted and Liz called, and we went up to B-Dubs for a couple of beers (4 talls for me) after I had a Summit EPA here, and had some good conversations. And not just good because of being drunk, but good because it was stuff that's good to discuss with friends. And there were some high school kids that I just wanted to punch in the face, but I'll ignore that now as I managed to while we were there.
Hanging out was good, but it also kind of made me think of being lonely and stuff relating to that, or at least relating to that in my mind. Good times were had, yet I long for something more. Great seeing Liz again, but also made me think more of who I want to be around right now. Le sigh. Oh, well, thankful for her calling - it certainly made my night more fun, though less productive, than I had envisioned. |
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